Closure

My boyfriend of three years called me yesterday at 3 in the morning to tell me that he has been cheating on me for 8 months now. We celebrated our three years anniversary two days before he called me on the phone. She was on the phone next to him. Needless to say, I didn’t…

Stopped

One night she just stopped. She stopped loving. She stopped holding in her breath. She took off her ring. She started to breathe again. She was free. She will do whatever it takes to stay in the best shape, mentally and physically. To show him that because he wasn't able to handle her at her…

If you love someone,

Do you let them go? Do you fight for them? How selfish am I to keep loving someone when they obviously no longer want to love me. I'm lost and confused. I don't know what to do. The ring mocks me yet I don't want to take it off. I'm a mess and I'm embarrassed….

Step One: 1st Quarter

This is me. Janet. I have finished my first quarter of uni at UC Davis! I've met amazing people. I've learned new stuff and I've discovered what it's like to be surrounded by positive, hard-working people. I can't wait to tell you about all of the great things that have happened so far! I wish…

Preview’s Over

I graduated!  June 22, 2016 Wow, thirteen years of public education has led to this very moment. Graduation day. I cannot explain how long I have been waiting for this day to come. High school surely did go by super fast and with a blink of an eye- it's all over. I can still remember…

College Road Trip: Part 2

I want to just first apologize for how late I am posting the second part to the college road trip post! I’ve been so caught up with school and I’ve been extremely busy ever since I got back from the trip. 8AM on Saturday morning, we all woke up and got ready to leave for…

Dogsitting

Today I accepted my very first dogsitting job! Just kidding, it wasn't really a job because I didn't get paid for it. I just watched and played with Chomper (cotton ball shown in picture) for a friend while he went to work. I just love dogs so much but too bad I'm allergic to anything…

Broken

There are things that I wish I could turn back. Times that I wish I could erase. Words I wish I could swallow back in. Pain I wish I could heal. I'm in the darkness. I'm all alone. The light was you but even then you had shut off. I think I shut it off…